Damnn

My eyes really hurt right now. But theres stuff that I really wanna say, so ima write this shit out anyways.
It really bothers me to have those weirdass uncomfortable thoughts always going on in the back of my mind.
For one, I don't understand why some people have to be so fcken immature, but then again I get that we're not teens forever.
If friends are tight and they trust eachother and all that supposed goodstuff, why do they turn on eachother and get those lame doubts. I'm not saying i don't cause Honestly, i do. TRUST is supposedly essential in these relationships, but shooot i doubt anyone really completely trusts someone, even if they really want to.
Then there's the insecurities. It's easy to convince yourself that you really don't give a fuck. But if you're doing that, doesn't that MEAN you actually do CARE. Those insecurities just hold people back. Keep it real, please.
And then those other relationships. Why do people instantly assume that being together means SEX? I don't get how some guys can talk about it like there's no feelings involved. Sure, i get the whole no strings thing, cause in a way it's like legalized prostitution in Vegas, but otherwise shouldnt you actually put SOME kind of consideration into what you say and do? Fuck, its kind of crazy to me to think how could some people be so stupid or indifferent bout the whole thing.
On a daily basis, I don't usually think of all this stuff, but today for some reason i needed to just get it out there. Not fronting, not bullshitting, just putting the thoughts out there.

OUT.