Insanity

Haha well as of now, H says there's only 11days of school left. FINALLY! Those summer nights keep sounding better and better. Hectic 11 days..

Before I get the thoughts going, keep this in mind: It's not perfect, but I love my life. Cause I only have this one.
Ready?

Not a pessimistic, but I can be. You know those bad days we all have..There's been too many. Right now, I've stopped caring.
There's things I can't control, too many, and I'm finally coming to the realization that I shouldn't focus on them. I should be thinking of what I know can actually change and make things better for me. Really, I do have a life to love right? Within the next few months I don't know what will happen. Might lose some special things in my life, but if theres nothing I can do, I'm going to have to live with it.The only thing i see coming from some shit is premature wrinkles, frustration, and those tough days. Wish me well..? or not, I really don't care. cause I'm gon get through.
Just when I think everythings getting better, turns out I'm dead wrong. Think I'm gonna turn out numb to it all someday.
So um. "fuckmylife"?
Just kidding.



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