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The idea of giving up is hard to swallow, but i'd rathe do that than be force-fed.

Thank you for the early christmas, you're the best babe (=

Day one of winterbreak: goood. (=

Nothing is gonna pull me under.

Friday? (=

"first thing they teach you is not to give a fuck; that type of thinking can't get you nowhere, someone's got to care." -the roots.

"she's gone forever.."

People are so disappointing. Ugh, then they have the nerve to ask why someone with some common sense is pessimistic. Oh please.

Joshua brandon nguyen-harris-tatum. Hm (=

It's as if everyone is passing one after the other. In turn for the new generation to step up. But what if i don't want them to leave? Please don't take them away..

Done judging.

Last night could have been terrible. I almost lost someone I really, truly care about. It's those moments that make you realize how something precious can be taken away from you so fast. I'm just hoping we can learn from it- never take anything for granted. I love you, D. And thank you to whoever is up there for watching over us.

Homecoming was more than fun. I have some things i should think over. Sigh.

Hello haters, i thank you for everything you do (=

Lessons learned: how to see people's true colors.

Something that we allow that I don’t even have to mention
Is whether or not you got me, that’s something that I never question
Sometimes I feel that the people that I love don’t appreciate me
And some hate to see the shit I’ve been going through lately
See you was here, when it started to haywire
You’re still here, walkin with me going thru the fire
And I really love you for it, I know you all relate too
On everything that I believe and I appreciate it you
And just for that, it don’t matter you can put that on my name
The way you rep me, let me be there just for you the same
Sometimes the pressure and the pain, it be wearin’ me out
But I thank you for just bein’ there and for hearin’ me out
I got a clearer view, I thank God that you’re here for me and I’m here for you

Letter three,

I'm too strong to be feeling like this. I hate wondering what-if all the time. But everything happens for a reason i guess. I miss having someone to talk to whenever and wherever. I'm always gonna be here for you. I meant it when i said it, don't ever doubt that. Just a call away, right, "bruhbruh"? Miss you're dorky ass. I hope you're ok.

-jas.

"And i love that you don't know. Haha bite me bitch. "

Sick, again. Let's get this over with.

Pirate's whatevers was the shit. Haha Brandon almost wet his pants. Good distraction from the rest of my stress.

Peace sign up with the index down. I have better things to worry about.

-jas.

"lameass could-be's, all the trippen fake g's, f*ckn easy bar bees, superficial hoes,..

by know you should know i've never been one of those."

Letter Two.

I can't even tell you how much I do not want to return to school this year. Just going back to get orientation stuff over the last few days felt like torture. School is so suffocating, or at least it feels that way. Just gotta keep thinking that this will be over in roughly 7 months..


Dear _,
I wish I could tell you everything and that you would listen. Without judgment and assumptions. If it was just anyone else it would not matter to me in the least, but from you, it is completely different... as much as I try to convince myself otherwise. You really don't get it and the odds are undoubtedly against you. At this rate I don't know what will happen.
I'm hoping for your sake, you can come through this time.

Yours,
Jas.